whu does everyine thinj i took almos sn entire bottle of bennadil to overdosw no it wss an intrisove tgout an it wasn enough to kill me

nancy jus asked me why i engage in every kidn of self destructiev behaviout. idk ask my mum sge horriblu abusef me adn then dief of a heroin overdoes and causef me this lifelong self hstred comig all tge way from when i was like 4

tganks carson ure so real imn sorrt i dont hsve anytging to say in response but it means a lot i wish you tge best too