I ****ing hate her mm

Mmm you sure? its a lot to take in,,

Mmm well, I can start off by telling you the story so you have more understanding, or well, at least if you're comfy w it

Mmm when I was younger I was friends with brooklynne lets call her brook, I caught her watching porn in her room, I sorta stayed there since it was new and interesting mmm I didn't tell anyone because,, it looked fun and I was scared to, after that day it became increasingly more ****ed up than it was before,she eventually brought dildos into the picture and she told me to do some questionable things I didn't like what I was doing but I liked the feeling, I guess, so I still didn't tell anyone, but one night me and brook slept in her brother, duck's, room. She put her mouth over his uh, pp, and she dared me to do it, me, being the terrified 9 yr old not able to say no, did it, now me and brook got into trouble and stuff, grounded for two weeks, I hate that I hated that, I hate it so much ugh, now, fast forward 3 years, I'm 11 yrs old with trauma and I'm fresh outta foster care and getting adopted, the situation came back up and Brooks mom blamed me for racing a bunch of kids I didn't even know, much less-

-wanna touch, mmmm brook was caught for doing something dirty with one of the little kids in her neighborhood, but I was thrown under the bus for touching someone I never touched, it angers me that brooks mom did that, but uh yeah that's basically putting it in a simple story if

*ig

Mm don't be I didn't speak up, I was afraid to for whatever ****ing reason

Also, I'm sure she liked gay sex, like, a fetish maybe? I'm not sure

Mm sorry its my reflex to say to not worry

Yeah so does pip, and my little sister, imma call her kit, kit and I basically act like little psychopaths and say how we're gonna murder brook

Like, I'm going to stab her stomach with a fork and twist it around until shes coughing up blood, then I'm going to snap her neck and watch her lifeless body fall to the ground, bleed oozing everywhere

*blood

And I'm her address but no murdering her just yet, I wanna be with you

*and idk **** AITOCORRECT

Yw darling <3