hey returning to this account makes me retch in a way that is absolutely abhorrent. but though most (if not all) became awful memories, they are still, nonetheless, memories. i honestly don't know how i managed to be so stupid as a kid lol, but let's not get too deep into that! despite my hesitation returning here, for something that existed as a significant part of my childhood, i feel even this deserves a formal goodbye. so here's to you, zack, and all the amazing people i've met on this website because of you. it's more of a goodbye to this account, but also to whoever might be reading this. IF this website's going down forever, that is. maybe it's a goodbye, maybe it's a see you later? whatever. it's bittersweet, you know. you hate looking at it, but you're also upset that it's disappearing beyond your control. shit got me reciting poetry if ever the chance that it actually comes back, i wouldn't mind returning. hopefully as someone better. for both our sakes.