I have cried before I don't like karate-

I wanted to at first but then I started getting scared to go there because we e I have to learn a bunch of different things and then I have to do test to go to the next belt and now I'm a belt lower than my sister and dad and I can't punch right or do the stances properly I keep crying during class and my dad keeps getting amd at me for it and then at the end of the day most of the time we have to stand in front of the class and show them the thing we learned but I keep messing up

My dad doesn't want to let me stop he wants me to have a form of exercise but I've told him I'd do exercises at home with mom or something but he won't let me

Another thing is that fact the likes while after we joined he said he gained weight- WHAT THE FLIP AM I IN HERE FOR THEN TO LEARN HOW TO FIGHT HE ALREADY KNOWS BOXING SKILLS IF YOU HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO GO TO KARATE FOR 2 HOURS ON MONDAY AND WEDNESDAY THWY TOU SHOULD HAVE A ENOUGH TIME TO TEACH ME HOW TO PUNCH AND HE SAID THAT DOING PUSH UPS WILL MAKE MY PUNCHES STRONG HES ALREADY MAKING ME AND MY SISTER DO 10-20 A DAY SO DO I REALLY NEED KARATE IF IDONT WANNA GO ANY MORE IS IT REALLY OK IF I WANNA CRY EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO GO TO KARATE I KNOW ITS A DUMB REASOM TO CRY BUT it makes me upset-

I just cried alot in the bathroom and you know what I still have more things I can say about this whole situation but I have said enought bad things about my dad today and he doesn't deserve that because he's a good man

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