uh,, idk i guess im kinda on the verge of tears right now?? im feeling all these sad and depressing emotions, my body feels all numb and i dont know what to do anymore, and even if i do vent no one is really gonna care anyways. i just kinda wanna keep this all bottled up but at the same time i just wanna yell it out of my lungs. it kinda makes me feel even more worse about myself, annoying, weird, all that shit?? its really confusing and i dont know how to handle it,,

i guess Flipanim is the only place i can get this out, because if i say any of this stuff to people i know in real life they'll just say: "your being dramatic" or "did anyone ask?" stuff like that,, i just feel so much like an outcast and all i wanna do is kinda fit in with everyone?? i feel so empty and sad inside, i just really dont wanna feel this anymore. but who the hell cares?? haha