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TheDrawingLengend 
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28.11.2022
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TheDrawingLengend[OP]
28.11.2022 09:11
LinkVideo and today
TheDrawingLengend[OP]
28.11.2022 09:11
LinkI’M DOING THE 4 AM APCHAMLLEMGWM😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱
TheDrawingLengend[OP]
28.11.2022 09:12
LinkI’m hella tired help.
no thanks i dont feel like doing stuff lately i dont feel like sleep or eating or showering or talking to my friends it's a real mood killer
i know but i don't feel like it i just want to sit here and write in my notes app and cry or something idk
Mmmm
At least try to eat or sleep-
Those things are vital and important
why you don't need to be i've been like this for months always starting stupid cycles of stupid things like not eating except for every now and then i just want to be skinny :(
But like-
You shouldn’t like not eat bc of how you look skksksjxj
idk a way to cope with my body in my mind it works though in a logical sense it doesn't it makes me feel better
Honestly
I suppose I can’t really argue with a coping mechanism.
Honestly I don’t really know what to say sksksksk
im sorry for making you feel angry at me abt the eating and sleeping thing
Nah I’m not angry dw
I’m just worried
I lob you sm as my sibling and tbh any thought of something being wrong just makes me hella concerned
Fr fr
But like
YOUR SLEEP ISN’T >:(
Go to bed sijskxjx
I’ll try to stay up later since I now know when you come on
Ksmkskssk
But I shouldn’t worth your hours of possible sleep.
It’s just-
Idk I care about you and your mental health and UGH
WHY WIN’T YOU JUST GO TO BED
Yes you are. I haven’t talked to you in months. My sleep and mental health suck regardless
…
I’m sorry.
If I’m being honest I really missed you
So much so that jane ended up being a reminder of void, which lead to you, I couldn’t help but be reminded of you and it hurt not being able to talk to you
I kinda hated her because of it.
I’m sorry- I really really am. It sucked not being able to just be online. I missed you like crazy. Void actually has been ignoring me for these past months - so that’s something.
Seriously. My boyfriend- melancholytea was nervous I’d rather be in a relationship with you over him tough I told him many times were friends
Msksksksk
I’M LITERALLY TWO YEARS YOUNGER WHATMAKSJA
and yeah yeah we are dude.
That’s kinda goofy to think that
I literally don’t care about ages and he knows that so yea. I’m not a pedofile or anything like that but like 5 year buffer zone as a general rule for relationships-
Anywar
You cant sleep either? That sucks- its 3:30am for me rn and i have to be up at 5 for school in the morning ;-;
Wwkskakka
One word.
Asmr
Try listening to asmr that stuff is Amazing man-
Also try try to close your eyes and imagine stuff ya know
My eyes wont stay shut though and ASMR only works 4 me when i have headphones, and mine broke :(
But ill be okay, i cantry to sleep all through 1st and then again at 5th period:^
Zamn.
Yeah just, sleep when you can I suppose, it’s good for you
yepp ;>;
also dont you need some sleep too? You should get some sleep rather than be telling us to sleep........🤔
I’m a hypocrite what can I say.
Besides I want to tell others and have them learn from my mistakes
Like I don’t want people to end up exhausted
Besides I don’t deserve sleep
I’m already lazy enough
Everyone deserves sleep, lazy or not
Its good to want others to learn from your mistakes, but you should learn and cope with them too
which means you should get some sleep
L
Now go to sleep Or at least try to wear yourself out and try