I’m sick as hell right now and every time I leave my bed everything feels dizzy and cold. sleeping through most of the week, just hoping this thing can pass before the day after Christmas (highly unlikely considering this ***** hates me) been taking a lot of medication so this thing goes by quicker and it’s been pretty bad honestly. i can’t sleep at all and I genuinely am wondering if I should just kill myself or not. i don’t even ****ing know anymore and to the people who might think “ oh your just exaggerating it ain’t that bad “ shut the **** up you don’t know how absolutely shitty I feel right now. I’m going to make an attempt at sleeping through this ****ing bullshit. goodnight.