Life sucks. I've been wasting away my time doing useless things that won't matter. Really in the end I don't matter. what am I going to do other than bad things? My life has been planned out but I'm tired of people telling me to do things and I'm at the point of snapping. I've planned my life out and I know what I'm doing but it seems others don't. I mean it's a bad thing but still. something that'll make me happy. I'm getting a headache. people annoy me and Soon I swear I'm going to kill someone. so many ways I could do it. but the thing is, I don't want to I don't want to be him, I want to be a good person. but I can't help myself. It's become a desire. Something I really want to do. - I could just die to end it but oh god. oh boy sucide Not an option for me.