so close to a breakdown

25.10.2021 15:00

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Aly...I need you to try and calm down...

25.10.2021 15:01

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i cant, i cant stop shaking and my mom picked me up from school and has done nothing but holler at me

25.10.2021 15:04

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I need you to take deep breaths and to think about things that relax you like a walk through a forest or rain. Think about people who makes you happy. Try relaxing your muscles while thinking about those things

25.10.2021 15:05

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well the person that makes me happy isnt happy right now soo- and my mom is yelling at me for existing lmao whose fvcking fault is that? not mine!

25.10.2021 15:06

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Yep and theres no one else you makes you happy?

25.10.2021 15:07

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you, but i dont think i make you happy....and i hate thinking about the ones i care about bc i feel like i've hurt them before....which i have bc im stupid

25.10.2021 15:08

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Hey! You do make me happy! I might just not show it but you really do! You and Vin make me really happy!

25.10.2021 15:10

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yeah sometimes, not always, i cant be there for you two when yall need it

25.10.2021 15:11

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Do not go into that mind state! You try to be here for us when you can! It's not your fault that all of this madness it happening! You are letting the darkness take over you! Fight it and just think about us! Think about the times you've smiled because of us!

25.10.2021 15:12

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okay, i'll try, thanks Kai, i love you bestie<3

25.10.2021 15:20