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Mornings
F.A bringin dem FEATURES SON!
Whale
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Did this last night (dont ask)
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Navii1[OP]
10.02.2020 20:08
Linkvent about anything here
it feels way better to let it all out.
we wont judge you
Navii1[OP]
10.02.2020 20:09
LinkI wouldnt judge either
I'd like to have everyone feel happy, but first we have to face our obstacles
Nearly cried today when i found out my dad tried choking my mom years ago and that he has many criminal records-
my biological father was drug adict, and also mind tricked my mother because she was so innocent until he made our mother pregnant with me and my sister till he died in jail
and now like i hate me
I had a really abusive dad, I didnt know he was abusive until last year
I remember him shoving my mom into the bathroom with her crying and me screaming and ughhh it was terrifying
I also remember my mom bringing me to the gardaí to talk about all this abusiveness
he was really badly drunk at parties and was really angry when he was but he was so kind and gave me toys but now it seemed like a trick
my father doesn't know that i know he mind tricks me into thinking i want to live with him.
he wants me or one of my siblings to live with him because if he gets custody of one child, they give him money to help and a free house
I feel like crying.
My girlfriend asked me when I'll tell my parents about her, but I can't and I feel horrible. I'm afraid she thinks I'm embarrassed by her, but I'm not shes the cutest and smartest person I know.
I'm just afraid my parents will hate me. I feel like a disappointment because I like girls, but I just can't help it. I don't know what to do anymore...
UGHHHHHHH!!!!!
1. My parents are usually nice to me but my thoughts about them make them seem really terrible like if they touch me or something like that I’d yell at them and I’d get angry just because they’re in the same room as me. Sometimes I’d feel bad about being like that so I’d try to be nice to them and maybe I’d just do whatever they ask (chores and such) then chat but like then I get yelled at for being rude when I was trying to be nice, but then it just puts me into that hatred mindset again. Am I just naturally rude or something because everything I say is offensive to some people.
2. My parents are really catholic and I go to a catholic school and I always feel so pressured trying to follow the 10 commandments and such. My dad literally made fun and complained about trans people for a whole hour and it was disgusting, I’m not trans but the things he said make me sick. My classmates make fun of gay people on a daily basis so now I’m literally just convincing myself that I’m straight and just like guys
3. My mum is forcing me to join orchestra club and I don’t even know how to. I really don’t want to as well. I hate playing violin and I really want to quit but I’m not allowed to because “I have to be committed”. Even when I practice and I finally finish my mum was listening like from the other room and she says “that was shit” or something like that and make me practice more. I literally was talking to my siblings about my violin and my brother says “oh, mum says that you play horribly.” I literally got into my catholic school because of my violin and even if I am so bad then I should quit. Right?
bro,, your parents are absolute manipulating shit heads
like bruh???? theres nothing wrong with gays, trans, lesbians or anything like that
just give up on the violin and tell your mom that you dont have to commit and you sont have to be forced in a religion
I'm more likely a humanist but that's up for you to decide if it's not right for you, like your not some sort of puppet and your not gonna be perfect for doing this, let you be you
I would love to do that but whenever I say something to defend myself I'm called rude or obnoxious and they say "children should be seen not heard." My dad says that as long as I'm living in their house then I have to do what they want. They say "our job is to provide for you and you oh have to do one thing just obey us with whatever we say we always have a reason it's simple why can't you do that?!" They really pressure me
