I'll be back, this week, next week, or I'll just **** my self and appear tomorrow with a box of chocolates going "tehee i didn't mean to say that lmaoooo" I don't like my art I'm making anymore and when I do its unnoticed so the I feel like shir. I need time off from this website its giving me unnecesary stress. I don't want support or shit from this or everyone being like "oh guys look she posted we better go like before she rips my ****ing face off" No I need to get over my sorry ass for wanting likes and followers I hate myself right now and I feel like a greedy ***** but I just don't feel happy or motivated when once every blue moon I get a comment or like from someone

**** now im just venting about myself smh ways to contact me are discord, yeah thats p much. Kitkat/K1Tk47#7773 (if thats ****ed then ins K1Tk47/Kitkat)

****, i get excited if I think i see I get ONE like. THAT HOW SAD ITS BECOME I perk up and I scroll down to see which if my proud anims were liked only to be met with the fact nobody likes my shit anymore i get myself worked up over nothing because i long for that old feeling of pride in my work when everyone was liking my wonderful anims and now i'm just standing out here in the middle of nowhere giving a stupid ass speech to all the cars driving by smh WHY CANT I JUST ****ING I DUNNO, NOT DRAW FOR LIKES AND DRAW FOR FUN?? MAYBE THEN MY ARTWORK WOULD ACTUALLY BE GOOD AND GET LIKES

I don't normally vent like this but honestly I'm upset in myself and don't ****ing care anymore. I'm sorry I've subjected you guys to this smh I just wanted to let you guys know I'm only angry at myself for letting this week or two of fame think im higher then the rest and get pissed when i return to my normal low rank.