I just feel like I'm not good at anything. When I grow up I'll die alone, but who will even care? People probably won't even notice that I died. I'm trash at everything I do, I just can't do anything right, that's how ****ing dumb I am. I just wish I could have my own little place where I could cry without anyone bothering me. I bought a pen, but what's the use of it if I can't even draw good? I didn't even ask to be born, now I just feel worthless.