ANYWAY CULTS!!! started a recent fascination with them and I think there’s something wrong with me

What am I saying Of course there’s something wrong with ms

Anyway! Whenever I find something I’m interested in, I try to make a character who can represent that- My goal in life is to emerge..like…a butterfly- I want to leave everything behind and become something beautiful to myself and others. That’s why karma is my main oc- she’s my representation of change or what it’s like to go through it, abandoning all that trauma and suffering and letting go of the anger to choose kindness Azzy is like..a representation of deep seeded hate and grief- closing himself off and blaming himself for “not being strong enough” I have more characters that show other things I’m interested in Ofc when I say interested in, I mean..research wise. I don’t like it when people actually have to deal with these things- it’s tragic but it helps me cope whenever I see a character and I’m able to dissect a process of their coping to assist me Entirely selfish reason but they..aren’t real. So.

Anyway now I gotta make a character that was so ostracized from the world that they descended into madness and now he’s the leader of a cult Mass manipulation.. Man I could probably even fit them into my comic Descendants of pandora Only those who resonate with nature itself can join yk.. Buncha weirdos! CANT WAIT TO RESEARCH

Sometimes I scare myself with the things I’m interested in learning about