Like I'm so tired of trying to have amazing grades and whatever but I really want to go to college

I want to go into social studies teaching but I know damn well at this rate I'll be lucky if I'm a Crack addict on the side of the road

Or I wanted to go into special effects and engineering since I want to design animatronics I don't know I have alot of career ideas but no path to get there

Got a bit hungry

Thank you now I'm for sure getting addicted to heroin