listen, when i was little my mother was VERY stricted, when she got anrgy and startec to scream at me i always cry. But when that happens she always says some about "stop crying! i HATE cry babays", imagen how hard it could be that your own mother says that she hates you by a emotion you have. After those times, i start going to the phycologist and i was determined with Anxiety and fobia, OF CRYING. every time i was about to cry i ran to the closest bath room and grab a towel to dry my eyes before some body sees me..... the feeling of burn on my eyes is very harsh and it hurts.