maybe I could say hi, maybe I'd feel relieved, maybe that would give me closure, maybe that's too naïve or maybe I could walk by, wear my heart on my sleeve and maybe we would lock eyes and it'd be hard to believe but maybe we would both laugh and I could ask how she was and wonder if she thinks about the times we used to be us and maybe I could ask why or maybe I would say please but maybe she's with a guy and maybe I should just leave or maybe I could stop time, cause the world to just freeze, make corners of this room dissolve with every breath that I breathe until it's just me and her