Positive vent
4 comments
Karizma[OP]
01.01.2024 06:26
LinkWhen I'm at home, and I feel lonely, I cuddle my big teddy bear. I lay on top of it and close my eyes, holding one of its paws. Sooner or later, that feeling of it underneath me slowly starts to feel like another person, our breathing synchronized as we both drift to sleep. I love that feeling, it makes me happy
Karizma[OP]
01.01.2024 06:27
LinkIt makes it a lot easier to sleep at night with that feeling of someone being there, holding me. I wish that I didn't have to pretend.
Karizma[OP]
01.01.2024 06:30
LinkAnd there's always that one person that somehow, I've become a fan of. I like seeing them happy, I like observing them, I feel sad when they are, I feel happy when they do, etc. I've joked around about being obsessed or something, but that's mostly a joke. When in comes to this person, I just want to see them happy and make them feel safe.
i'm so happy you get to find comfort.
still i'm sure there'd be people out there who'd want to hold you too, who care about your suffering.