iv been idk ignored for years now and every now and then it would catch up to me. no one listens to me on alot of things and its getting very exhausting and annoying iv also seen a few posts and seen other memory triggering stuff that git me thinking so my mind has been busy and i... lol its making me wanna talk about everything in my life but i feel like if someone reaches out and like "hey! dm if you wanna talk :(" ill end up dumping a whole life story lol- and i dont like bothering ppl too much even if they are ok with it iaghhhh

iv talked to very few ppl but even then it still feels like its not working or taking pressure off i feel heavyy

i dont like venting on here lol but i want to im sorry lol