I never ever wanted to fight, I never wanted to seem mean or a crybaby or someone who couldn't let go of the past. I just wanted to be your friend. I wanted to be like Ellie, I wanted to fit in. But instead of trying to talk it out, everything just got worse. I'm sorry. I wanted to be able to make you smile every time we talked, make jokes that you would get. But every time we talked it would seem awkward. And I hated that. And ever since you made that anim, I... I kind of fell apart. I just want to fix everything between us.