Yeah i been dead for much months or days cause im getting tired of drawing yeah i hate that feeling. psssh ok yeah i feel like i need to give it up bc i been missing alot of homework sadness it is all bc of drawing but like i addicted to it. It feels like a drug or and alcohol that wont stop and it starting to hurt. I wanted to be a drawer but it feels too tired im too tired i want to let go but sometimes wanna hold on it also this account its getting too boring ik im boring i didnt even think my fwiends would even remember me it feels like i have no friend but i do but i cant even support them neither can i ~.~

Ima talk myself for awhile if u wanna reply sure -_-

Im sad always sad i keep on smilling without knowing im upset If i tell anyone they might just end up hurt me. Im not angry im upset. I wish someone could make me smile but i dont have anyone I thought i had real friends I DO but im STILL empty My body its just full of tears This is getting boring. Life isn't fun. I cant find a meaning all i know is I'M NOT FINE I say I'M FINE but im NOT

Im only writing this just to show my true nature

Is LOVE im only trying to find if so its stupid SO SO STUPID No one will LOVE me Not even me Im too tired to fight it Im too tired to smile Im too tired to LOVE Im too tired to cry Im too tired to do anything If you think im an everything. Im nothing.