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Ethan-Bean 
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13.02.2019
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LightningShadow
13.02.2019 02:17
Linkcute bbs
Ethan-Bean[OP]
13.02.2019 02:22
Linkindeed uwu
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Well dada needs sleep or he'll be very grumpy and yo udon't want grumpy dada Q^Q because grumpy dada wont drink milky
*kisses her head* ilysfm c,a,p pretend im there i'm always checking for you everyday to see if you talk so i'll always reply if you say something ^///^
I started drinking it when you left because I was sad and wanted to remember you every single second which i already did so i drank milky and i like it now
otay T^T i is gonna FaceTime mwy friend later >w< Q^Q bwut I gwonna hwas to sneak my phone back into mwy moms and dads room before thwey wake up Q^Q tan I FaceTime hwim? or ywou dun wan mwe to Q^Q
I dont feel comfortable with you having guy friends and facetimeing them..
bwut dada Q^Q I nwot gonna dwo anyfing wif thwem and they are only friends Q^Q
And they know that.. I told thwem.. Q^Q we are never going to bwe more than friends.. Q^Q
But .. They have tour number and they asked to hang out with you your FACEtime them but what about me.. Do you just talk to them more than me ? Like FaceTime needs a number to FaceTime them and you need your phone to face time so you talk to them instead of me? You understand if a group or a guy comes up to you asks for your number and to hang out with you that means they like you. You seem so much more happier with them you're telling me how happy you were with them and what about me.. I've been so hurt because you can't talk to me much and you have to leave and it hurts because I just.. Need you and I want to give you so much and hold you and cuddle and kiss and take care of you like you're my baby because you are my baby my baby girl
But... It gets me worried and scared hearing you're happy so happy you're facetiming these guys that I don't know or don't know what they're talking about with you and knowing they have your number but then I'm just in a corner hurt and sad because I just need you but you're having so much fun without me being there .
I just need you you're the only one I need T^T I'm sorry.. I didn't want to be hiding behind walls to how I'm feeling about you with those guys I wanted to tell you the truth because T^T It does hurt to hear that when all I want and need is you yet you're with some other guys where you're so happy T^T..
But... they are just friends... I only FaceTime them when I can sneak my phone, which is when I talk to you...and we don't talk or do anything bad.. he asks me if I'm okay and stuff cause I'm sad a lot... I haven't told them I'm taken.. only because if they ever talk to me parents I don't want them to tell them and then my parents find out I'm sneaking my phone to talk to you and then we really can't be together at all.... I don't want to lose you.... T^T you can trust me dada... I'm not that type of girl... to cheat or do anything with guys behind your back.... T^T we are friends.. we all go skating together and we will never be more than friends... none of them.. they are like bothers to me... Q^Q.. you would like them.. they are really cool guys... T^T I just wanted friends... t^t.. I didn't really have any... T^T
I'm on a school tablet thing so I have to go now... but I'll try to sneak my phone when I get home.... I love you T^T
I found a old video of my papa talking.... T^T... and I miss him a lot.... T^T.. anyways... bye dada. <33 Q^Q I'm sorry I hurt you..... t^t
Its just you're so happy T^T.. But what about me T^T you're so happy without me T^T
No... I'm sad without you... T^T but.. they make me laugh... Q^Q at school... they give me a hug and tell me I'm beautiful just so I'll be happy.... T^T because I can't talk to you... I'm sad dada.... T^T I cry myself to sleep every night.... I cry during class.... T^T... I just want you... T^T.. but they keep me company... and I get happy for alittle bit when I'm with them.... but I always think about you no matter what..... they are just friends dada..... T^T
T^T... if they ever hurt you touch you inappropriately or ask you out tomorrow or any day I will break their bones and don't let them if they do just walk away from them and tell me okay.. T^T
I will dada I promise T^T.. I promise I won't go out with them... and they all know we are just friends... Q^Q t^t I'll tell you dada.. I pinky pwomise Q^Q
Q^Q I mean.. thwey Q^Q T^T thwey make mwe happy when I'm sad.. Q^Q and when I can't talk to you... T^T
T^T *holdshim and hugs him and kisses him* dada mwy uncle can't go to the ball wif me... he had to go out on deployment for a long time T^T
I have to go dada.. I'll try to talk to you when I gwet home if I can sneak my phone.. ilysfm and I miss you a lot... be happy and I'll talk to you when I can >w< happy Valentine's Day dada! <333
T^T okay Q^Q <3333 Ilysfm too bubby happy valentines day too bubby Q^Q ^////^ Q^Q
eating and shower because i had gym today for one and for two my muscles hurt a lot so warm water will help with them
I wont be able to sleep and if I try I'll just cry again T^T i dont want to lose you or someone to take you
T^T mmh.. T^T god it's so hard T^T It's gonna be okay though.. I have to go soon so ilysfm c.a.p pretend im there and everything <333 *kisses her neck* T^T
i always do and will <333 i know you;re gonna talk to me tomorrow I just know it <33