I hate mbeing mentally ill I hate it I hate jt

I can't think about how happy she made me withoutSLITTING MY WRIST where did fhat go why are u pushing me away why are you lying youre picking HIM OVER ME

The one who is friends with HER. the one who GROOMED SOMEONE. And hurt ME. And hurt ASH. Are you joking

Youre erasing everything we made our stories youre just nixxing all of it like it never existed to you we made those you know how excited and happy those made me

I was so ****ingextatic to meet someone from school who shared all my interests You gave me grace you gave me block tales you gave me pressure I csnt****ing Not think about you

I gave you so much love when nobody gave you it I was there I let you lean on me when you felt like the worst human in the world

I hate anxious attachment I hate fixation i hate fear I hate the thought of losing you

When was thelast time u ever spoke to kylie hm did he mean nothing to u too

I'm sure you're so tired sooo tired "I go to work and I sleep" "i dont play roblox anymore" yeah okay I see you playing rivals at 3 am yes im up at 3 am what of it.

Except im not gonna flip on you because ill genuinely have no purpose if you cut me off

U got my hopes up I thought id be able to do something with you but nope left me on read

I want you to be happy after leaving those guys you really only talked to me and ash well now you talk to neither of us you mustve found a new pair or something What is with you man

Is it that hard to be like "eh im gonna play _ with _ maybe some other time" no its not what mskes me mad is when you lie

When was the last time I spoke TO you Has it only been your parts I can never ****ing tell

Where are you where ARE you