rant post

9 comments
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
29.11.2023 18:39
Linki think i need to up my meds but im on a really high dosage already and they said that i shouldnt go much higher but like i feel sad like a lot
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
29.11.2023 18:40
Linki think im getting on peoples nerves because im alwys just so upset all the time
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
29.11.2023 18:41
Linkand i hate myself for that i hate being annoying i hate being a chore i hate being a piece of work i hate being a burden
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
29.11.2023 18:42
Linkno matter how happy i get i alwways end up all the way at the bottom again and again and im tired of it
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
29.11.2023 18:43
Linkim sorry im always so sad i dont like it either and im sorry
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
29.11.2023 18:44
Linktrust me i wish i wasnt like this either i wish my mom didnt have to spend hundreds of dollars on therapists and meds
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
29.11.2023 18:50
Linkand i wish i wasnt born so ****ed up outside my head too, my bones and tissues are screwed up my spine my fingers my toes my legs
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
29.11.2023 18:51
Linksure i dont have it that bad but i will never get to play baseball like i wanted to but its ok i have other things. i have art and singing
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
29.11.2023 18:53
Linkim lucky to have a great mom and stepdad even if my dad screwed me up he is trying i love him no matter what