Pls I boreddd
22 comments
Hossa81
27.05.2021 01:47
LinkHi bored I'm daaaad
koiPOP[OP]
27.05.2021 01:50
LinkI'm going to hurt someone
Hossa81
27.05.2021 01:53
LinkOh well talk to me
koiPOP[OP]
27.05.2021 01:54
LinkOk
Hi
Hru???
Hossa81
27.05.2021 01:55
LinkGood, but I meant why you want to hurt someone 😕
koiPOP[OP]
27.05.2021 01:56
LinkOh
Hdbejfb bottled up emotions
I havent been able to properly let out any anger or sadness or anything and recently I had a mental breakdown
And that sucked so like
And before that I've just had this awful urge to run up to someone and beat the crap out of them
I dont know what it is
Hossa81
27.05.2021 01:58
LinkI know, I've been having troubles with stuff like that. This anger like...coursing through my muscles
Hossa81
27.05.2021 01:58
LinkA sudden urge to hurt myself or others, long story short I am not allowed to have my pocket knife anymore, not trying to take away from you. Just let it out, it's ok
koiPOP[OP]
27.05.2021 01:59
LinkYeah. Theres a kid at school who makes me want to actually throw up and then theres my dad who makes me want to do not nice things to other people(not gross just like. Beat them up)
And then theres another kid who makes me feel sock to my stomach. And a whole lot more and being around them has made me feel. Gross??? And then theres homework. God dont get me started homework makes me want to run away
koiPOP[OP]
27.05.2021 02:00
LinkAnd I dont usually self harm but when I do I simply run into a wall as hard as I can
Hossa81
27.05.2021 02:03
LinkYeah. Homework sukz. I had a friend at school who compared me to a bullY and then laughed about it, I decided our friendship had run its course because of previous events. I said he could change and be my friend. But then he blocked me and then told my entire class I bullied him and then I blocked him,
koiPOP[OP]
27.05.2021 02:05
LinkThat's really shitty
I also constantly worry about not being good enough
So I guess stress built up on me a LOT and I snapped :(
I just cried for 7 minutes into my moms shoulder
I hated it
I wish I just got angry, let that out instead of sadness
Hossa81
27.05.2021 02:07
LinkI know I was talking with my parents, and I ended up admitting that my sister clawed me tell I bled, I cried for 10 minutes. It scared me
koiPOP[OP]
27.05.2021 02:09
LinkI want people to be scared of me
Maybe then they could respect me
God I just feel constantly powerless to do anything
Hossa81
27.05.2021 02:11
LinkI want people to know that I love them, that I want them to be happy. I focus my life on it, it's drained my happiness, I feel, emotionless, the baggage of my fellow peers weighing me down, I feel that a long with my happiness, my voice to the pain has gone too,
Hossa81
27.05.2021 02:12
LinkSry was that to emo
koiPOP[OP]
27.05.2021 02:13
LinkHow I feel changes a lot
One moment I think I'm the best of everyone in the room and that everyone can suck it but then 2 minutes later I'll feel like
Rlly bad about myself
Like dysphoria, weight issues, voice, hair eyes etc etc
And then constantly being there for everyone as a counselor is draining as fkuck
And then having to deal with adhd and now somewhat frequent doctors trips for medicine is just. Yuck
Hossa81
27.05.2021 02:17
Link...ya know life sukz sometimes. Do you ever feel like your life is a movie, and that the pain you are experiencing isn't real. And you wish that you could just burn that movie?
koiPOP[OP]
27.05.2021 02:17
LinkYeah
But instead I just want to alter my script to a bit of a better one
Hossa81
27.05.2021 02:21
LinkHeh yeah if only
Hossa81
27.05.2021 02:24
LinkDoes this kid confront you about your insecurities
Hossa81
27.05.2021 02:30
LinkDoes he bully you, that's a better phrase