dont listen to him, please

adrien i want to come back but you already know what i want from YOU in order to actually feel like im safe to be your friend again. yet now ive been driven to the point of being scared to even tell you what i want because youve heard it before and kept calling me impatient and selfish for wanting at least some change from you instead of being convinced you've changed and then just being hurt again. i don't want to fight, but i want an actual friend. not someone who im scared to interact with to the point i start crying when i message them.

adrien ive got ****ing problems too but im not using that as leverage to impact this situation. you keep telling me you want me back but the moment i say i just want you to actually change instead of saying you tried and gave up it's suddenly too much to ask and it's suddenly selfish. what do you want me to even do then?? i wanted space but you didn't, and when i tell you what you can do to get me to actually trust you instead of being ****ing terrified to talk to you, you get angry and upset. as if i did something wrong.

you haven't answered my question. the **** do you want me to do? ive told you what i want yet you still acted like its too selfish for you, yet when i say okay and leave you say you want me back again. im not ****ing dropping my 'standards' for this, so if that's what you're hoping for, don't. like i dont want to fight but when you constantly drag me back to this only for me to be told my needs are selfish i dont know what to ****ing do

then why the hell do you constantly tell me to come back yet then you call me selfish for wanting you to change. like im really ****ing tired of being so guilty that i just come back whenever you ask yet you YOURSELF dont ****ing know what you want from me.

you know im not coming back until you change so why tf do you keep asking. ive TRIED to help you for half a goddamn year and i cant do shit, this is your job now and im not risking coming back until youve changed for good.

"Craw back into the hellhole you came from and leave me alone you transphobic Jackass, I hope I never have too see you again cause your just a waste of my time, don't you have something better to do like school, or your job, something that's not gonna waste your life away trying to change a person for who they are!"

YES say that