Even though the kid's dead I'm still seeing red I'm just a shell of his form That his innocence shed He lived a good life and he gave it to you Oh, is that right? You know it's not true Look at him showered In blood and flowers Now look in my eyes She still holds the power After years and tears And confronting his fears He's dead on his record For the world to hear And they'll all think That it was suicide But Christie I know It was you inside I saved him I held him 'Til the moment he died You choked him out of his own mind You promised the world to him A lie What do you want from me? Oh, look outside yourself I won't help you take her down Fine I'll do it by myself You don't need it Oh, I know that I need it She's been gone for years I know you can beat it No, look in the mirror You know we both fear her We're one in the same We're afraid to be near her

Part 12