I'm so ****ing emotional. I don't know why.... Yesterday I was ****ing crying irl about a guy online..... Why should I care.... I only did (you know) because so I don't have to get cyber bullied. But, nobody gives a frick about me. Everybody hates me, And know you are going to say "Nobody hates you". Haha your funny! PROVE THAT YOU DON'T HATE ME! I'm becoming something that I do not wanna become right now.... I have dreams of me killing people.... I'm basically a killer in my dreams! And I have dreams of me killing myself in all of the different ways you could kill myself.