Ive been so sleep deprived lately, as you know but its also very hard to sleep when i also know that nobody really loves me they just say that to make me feel better i dont think they even mean it, no one means it. there just words maybe i just shouldnt be here anymore if no one cares. i just dont see a point in trying anymore. its all just fake. everything is. they tell you shit and they expect you to believe it.