Sorry I can't help you. Sorry I can't protect you from your problems. Sorry I'm not the brave person I try to be. Sorry I can't even help myself from my own 'friend'. I'll never be able to fix all my problems I keep digging myself further and further down, trying to pull others out. Sorry I'm drowning in self pity. I cut to punish myself for being weak and a coward. I don't think I'll ever be able to be the person you all want me to be. I'm so sorry, I'm a waste of life.