THEY ALWAYS SAY I'M "ASKING FOR ATTENTION" OR I'M "JUST TRYING TO MANIPULATE THEM BECAUSE I WANT TO PUT MY HEADPHONES ON". IF THEY DIDN'T ****ING NOTICE, I CRY WHEN I GET PANIC ATTACKS. I AM NOT JOKING, I AM NOT MANIPULATING, I AM NOT TRICKING ANYONE! I'M GENUINELY HAVING A ****ING PANIC ATTACK

WHEN I HAVE A PANIC ATTACK OR MENTAL BREAKDOWN NOBODY ****ING HELPS ME, ALL THEY SAY IS "JUST GET OVER IT, IT'S NOT THAT BAD" LIKE SHUT THE ACTUAL **** UP AND LISTEN

THIS SCHOOL GAVE ME ****ING TRAUMA

IF I WERE ABLE TO ****ING PRESS CHARGES ON THIS PLACE FOR NOT GIVING A SHIT ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH AND PICKING FAVORITES, I ****ING WOULD. BUT NOBODY EVER ****ING BELIVES ME. I'M THE RED FLAG OF THIS SCHOOL. I'M THE ONE EVERYONE HAS TO HATE IN ORDER TO BE COUNTED AS "NORMAL". ANYONE WHO IS FRIENDS WITH ME IS APPARANTLY A ****ING "BAD PERSON"

1ST OF ALL: TEACHERS AND STAFF DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH, NOT EVEN THE DAMN PRINCIPLE 2ND: IF I SAY I WANT TO LEAVE THEY BAG ME TO STAY BECAUSE "IT'S THE ONLY MIDDLE SCHOOL IN THIS AREA" WHICH IT'S NOT 3RD: NOBODY EVER BELIVES ME AND THINK I'M DELUSIONAL AND INSANE 4TH: THE TEACHERS JUST LOVE HURTING MY MENTAL HEALTH AND DON'T CARE IF I CRY WHEN I'M FEELING ANXIOUS LIKE WHAT THE ****?! ISN'T THERE A LAW THAT'S ABOUT CARING ABOUT THE MENTALITY OF CHILDREN?!

BEG*

WHAT THE ****?!

AND THEY SAY "IT'S THE BEST SCHOOL IN THE COUNTY" LIKE A SCHOOL THAT GAVE ME TRAUMA IS THE BEST SCHOOL EVER?!

Istg I want to ****ing kill myself