I cant focus w that woman watching me, she just watches as I ducking sob, jab at my fingerz, jab my nailz into my head, and all she does is say, "wHy DoN't YoU oPeN uP xTrAmAtH hOnEy" I cant ****ing do this anymore why am I like this why can't I be ****ing normal im in so much pain i camd mom wont let me do virtual she tellz me to just act normal but I canf I wanna take a knife to my chest please just kill.me