When you swore to urself u never getting into a toxic freindship ever again but u find a year and a half later into a frwindship that nothing u do will ever be good enough for yourself cuz the only toxic freind out there is you and its the reason that everything someone sais is either a gesture for u to change urself to please them or saying that ur not theirnumber one but ofc u cant be anything less then a number one cuz then their gonna leave you and you dont know how to tell people that ceartain crap is making u feel uncomfortable and that u just wanna ****ing lie down and cry urself to sleep cuz u feel so ****ing sick in the stomach over someone who lives miles a2ay from u Wtf is wrong with me Get it together ur a human being too