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Alright, I don't even know you but, I'm sorry that these things are happening to you. And I care for your well being. This comment won't mean shit but whatever. I can't really stop you from doing anything but please, if possible, try to find a different coping or whatever reason you cut with something less dangerous. I'm not sure how to help you, but I wanna try. I really hope things turn out better soon. I'm sorry if any of this offended you. Also, if there's any way I can help, like happy songs or something, let me know. Have a wonderful day, hopefully!