Kinda yee..

It's about my social anxiety tho

Thank you

Can I spill teh beans?

So I had school on Friday and I found out 2 of close friends have moved, and I was left with only 3. These guys I weren't really close to and I think they didn't think so good of me, I started to get scared of why I assumed that, and that's when my body dysmorphia disorder kicked in. I tried to better myself, make myself look good enough. But every single time I just don't feel any appreciation from them, they call me names as a joke, but that also encourages my thought of them talking behind my back.. that's just how I feel rn.

Thx for actually hearing me out tho, I feel good to get that weight of my shoulders