i need to find purpose in drawing i have a reason to draw but it turns out im too weak willed for that alone to keep me from going stagnant, because its easy to just drawn a quick doodle maybe once a week and not learn or improve i kind of feel guilty for that reason to not be enough of a motivation it was a bit of a big promise, at least to myself, i don't even remember if they know or remember which makes me more guilty i think this is oversharing my thoughts, maybe ill deleted later