I don't even know what to say. And I've already written millions of things in this sentence's place, but deleted it. I don't know what to say other than why does anything matter? We're all just gonna die no matter what we do. I accidentally say things that are insensitive, don't know why don't know how. When I overthink specific words the word starts losing meaning and then just becomes a jumbled mess of letters. Right now I'm just thinking of comments on this anim that were posted before mine, maybe I'll get called insensitive again. People's words take a big impact on me even when it shouldn't. Most of the time when I see a person I actually feel suicidal. I actually feel suicidal right now. I tried to kill myself once (long time ago) But why does anything matter? We'll all die in the end anyway. I don't know what else to say right now.