bruh it burns,,,mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ugh I feel weird like I wanna cry but for no reason, I can run away from home iv'e done it before but i'll miss my animals crying is for pussyies ima fuggin like,,,, stab myslef before i cry over nothing so i'll really have somthing to cry abt i don't knoww if i can really stand this house anymore ,, im only stay bc my animals but i'm basicly another mouth to feed,,, like wtf how can parents like children,,, they r basicky money and enrgey succkers. but it's ironic that i'm the thing i hate the most. like the bandages i didn't buy them my mom did i don't own them i shouldn't be using them hahah me leech i don't want pity i just want to like ,,, not have to rely on anyone but myself

btw don't cut ur palmbs that is where the most veins r

oh **** i did some resrch a aparrtenly "At the level of the elbow, three veins make an M shape: the Cephalic vein (radial), the Basilic vein (ulnar) and the Median Cubital vein." the brachial artery is like way too hard to reach but veins r like they bleed alot right ? but it would prolly hurt like a ***** heh i just don't want people dealing with my dead body right? that why i really havn't done anything yet, like death hah mu nightmares are scaryir come and get me, the feeling of knowing that strangers r gunny toch ur dead body: nopenopenopenope nope no no way weird,, also creamitions and funerals cost alot i should know that much,,, but would i even have a funeral? like i don't want people to mourn over mt corpse bc thats dumb and akward,, i would just want ppl to on with their lives

idk i once herd somthing like,,, the world is to big to be worring over small problems or smthini i think? idk i'm afk srry i just fell down a rabbit hole uh

it's fine i can't hurt myself and dw dude i'm just thinking too mutch uhh