I can't go to sleep without watching the moon for a bit, but even then I don't sleep much. Everything about it amazes me, all the different colours of stars, the possibiloty if live out in the mass emtiness if space.

At night, when I'm trying to sleep, i eatch the moon and sing to myself. It's become a routine now, lying there in my bed watching the moon.

Sometimes, i talk to the moon, about my day and what latest meme my brother found. Though I talk to it about other things as well, about how I don't really like trying to push people away from me, about how I'm going to end up hurting people if they don't go away. But I mainly talk about Her. I don't talk about Sandy to the moon, I'm assuming that if she was here, she would think it was weird, so i leave her out on that.

I like to believe that someone is out there, listening to me and understanding me. That they don't pretend everything's fine and I'm just imagining things, that they understand that it's all real. Though I don't talk to the moon about my dreams, especially what's behind the door. That's my personal place, so I don't have to talk about it.