Hey listen. about the Hospital
15.04.2019
22 comments
XxSam-The-Furry11xX[OP]
15.04.2019 23:18
Linkill talk about it on my phone.. im heading to the buses rn..
Wolfy-TheDrawer
15.04.2019 23:23
Linkschoolsgoningtokillmeso****ignhard- XD i got spring break, ****.
Okay so. My mom caught me trying to overdose on pills and she took me to the doctors. They let me stay in the hospital for a day just to make sure I dobt die and shit... They shouldve just let me be... I deserve to die..
Im sorry if this worriea out everyone.. I really am..
Im just sick of living like this.. Cant I just end it...? Please for the love of god... I cant handle it...
I cant handle getting pushed around..bullied and teased. Then pepole ripping up my work.. All because their jealous. I should be proud because of this?
Stay strong and then ignore them??
How can I?
They follow me around everywbere and never miss an opportunity to attack. I almost got stabbed once.. I was terrified. I cried all day..
Im sick of drawing.. And I want to quit.. And wverything is what I want. I just want to ****ing die...
I felt the same way, but I met people to help me through it
I had to go through the same. Being pushed off a 15 foot playground isn't fun. But I pushed through, and so can you.
You can. Listen to music. The only reason why they keep going is because they see they SEE it annoys you. Be smarter than them.
Tell your parents. That's a ****ing THREAT to your life right there. If you don't feel safe, report it to the police.
Then don't draw. Leave. It's your choice. And we can't stop you. Just know that I'll be here, and waiting for you...
I dont want my parents in my situation..
Music doesnt help..
Doesnt help me at least..
I want to draw... Its just that I cant handle all this ****ing shit thats going on..
Your parents didn't pick you from a tree, and say "Welp, this shits our problem. They had you for a reason.
Then do other things. Look into writing. Doing poetry. Dancing. Singing. Anything but cutting.
Then draw your emotions. Swirls, lines, shapes, epressions.
I was born an accident. Im not even gonna lie. A condom broke then boom here..
I had tried doing these things before. Ive just been called off and so I quit.
Its funny. Ive been doing that for a month. Not on here but on paper. I filled up two. Three notebooks full of it.
Ok. And i was born into a shit-ass life that brought me to tech. Incest.
Quiting before giving it a deep try -loud deadly cough-
Then keep going.
I know people here care for me.. But sometimes I don't..
Ill try to hold back now..
For at least now..