i understand completely!

exactly the same. I'm introverted socially awkward nervous antisocial shy crap. i actually put on my favorite hoodie when i go outside. it's blue and i draw myself in it and it gives me comfort. I look like a theif and have had people give me weird looks and even pull their phones out before realizing i wasnt doing anything wrong before, but i don't really care its worth it to not have to make eye contact with people i dont know