boyfirnd

girlfrind

joyfirnd

i want s/o

i want to hug someone in the kitchen late at night and start swaying back and forth until we're dancing in the dim light of the small kitchen light we keep on at night. we are both tired and ugly and poorly dressed and its so wonderful and we are both so soft for each other and we are both so in love and this is all i want in life. i want to dance with someone i love so dearly i want to just stand there with them in my arms i want to hold them for as long as i want and not have to let them go. i want to learn to cook with someone i love. i want to have fun with them and laugh when we mess up as we pause the video tutorial with messy hands and we kiss and continue to cook and make a mess. the food doesnt have to be good. i want to wake up with them and we can both drink together on the porch or lookung out a window we can drag eachother out of bed or just stay there longer and fall asleep together again

anyways im kinda lonely. just a little bit. not like i think about it much haha