I just need to sell boyis omg I'm so done with him he has to go

I'm actually fighting for my lifento stay awake my nose is running my throat hurts and I'm sneezing so much and I almost threw up in the car but I put all my brainpower into not throwing up because th rowing up in the car is so embarrassing

in French I was literally about to die I was so sleepy and I kept zoning out and trying to sleep by blinking really slowly and rubbing my eyes for a long time and my partner was also out of it but she always is

I stood up And j thought I was gonna fall right over and I was like omg how am I gonna make it to my mom's car and ofc my mom had to make a stop on the way home to get groceries so I was in the car fighting for my life to stay awake cuz idk I hate sleeping in the car and then I kept seeing gross things on Twitter but TikTok kept crashing so I had to use Twitter and my stomach has been rlly weak recently so ivstarted gagging and then I didn't throw up but I'm thinking abt it rn and I might actually throw up and I didn't really eat anything today either

I'm gonna die omg I don't wanna nap it gotta ruin my sleep schedule and I don't wanna waste my free time sleeping and then my mom won't wake me up for dinner because she feels bad abt it and what if someone texts me and I don't see it but I'm so tired it feels like my face is gonna melt off and boyis is meowing so loud I don't even know what he wants he can't have dinner right now it's too early I'm coughing and my throat hurts

I'm barely holding onto life rn

All this Trump and Epstein stuff has genuinely been depressing me is that just me I want to stay up to date on this stuff but I don't think I can handle any more bad news

It feel like my life ain't mine I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today I just wanna die. Who relates?

I had a good day at school and I was pretty productive I need new hair products because I realized mine are makin my hair super dry and it gets tangled so easily so I have to go shopping for new hair stuff but m mom doesn't wanna go today she wants to on Saturday but on Saturday were going to the book store because I'm tired of being stupid and illiterate while my friends read daily I don't read because I'm scared I'm gonna buy a book and everyone knows it's smut BUT me so everyone will be laughing at me while I'm completely clueless and then I open the book and itsnjust smut I really hate romance books I can take like a small blurb a couple times throughout the book cuz whatever but I'm just Not interested when it's like every page and in extreme detail

so that's my biggest fear of all time also I just don't want to pick out a book that's notorious for being shit and I'm the only one that doesn't know it an now everyone thinks I have horrible taste in fiction

i don't really like scifi books either cuz I can't keep up with all the new stuff they have is and what it does like why is the characte wearing a gluglarb and what the hell is it

i like historical fiction because I like history and it's easy for me to understand I don't like books where the main character is a man cuz theyre always so obvious like real men are or if the book is written by a man u can just tell theyrenin their own little world but I'll read them anyways I just prefer ones written by women maybe because I can relate more

bro get this rocket monkeys shit off my fyp why does everyone like this

max design pro era all over again

i never understand parents who don't let their kids eat after a certain time like what's the point of that i would set an alarm for myself but I sleep through all of mine

i feel like there's better ways to fix her sleep schedule that doesn't involve not letting her eat when she needs it cuz sometimes u just need a midnight snack