please im desperate this is torture i miss them i literally feel so empty without them not even physical pain hurts much at all i just want them back i'd do anything for them back i even had a dream that they decided to at least talk to me again i got help in the dream for them so they'd stay why didn't they stay wtf is wrong with me i shouldn't have been so careless i hate myself it's all my fault im not taking this well im about to cut msyelf in class again i miss them so much i'd do anything for them back it's not fair kms