when gezebelle said "i wish i was born just an average girl, but now i get made fun of by what seems to be the world" i felt that its not like i even necessarily have an issue with getting pigeonholed into being a butch via unfeminine inborn traits like. i am in fact a butch. im just so tired of getting treated like a sex object for men or something for trannies to project themselves onto as if were even close to the same. im a woman that gets treated like shit for being a woman, youre a man who gets treated like shit for being a porn addicted degenerate, we are not the same

i used to be on that like. 2016 antisjw "misogyny isnt that bad" train but then i started presenting as a butch and cut my hair and dressed masc and 70s and started advocating for myself and went oh! men are trash and misogyny is baked into every disgusting fscking moid that has ever laid eyes on me! its so easy to believe that its fine and okay when youre playing into the female socialization, is the thing. when youre being feminine and homely and being seen and not heard youre fine and men will be cordial with you, but step outside the box and youre beaten back into line before you can blink. most people arent even doing it consciously even but they seem to not fscking recognize that staring at people is bad and treating a woman like shes faulty for not being femme is bad etc etc all this shit. a woman needs to oversexualize herself or. idk. die about it

and when i get frustrated about this its all "theyre trying to be considerate by asking your pronouns" have you considered that i dont fscking like it? that id rather get called sir by a well meaning ruraloid than they by an enby whose brain is melting out of her ears? even women fall for this shit they enforce the gender binary just as much as men pretty much all of the shit ive gotten for being a woman with a life goal who wont take no for an answer is from other women. and theyre not doing it ebcause they hate me, specifically, they just have a distrust for women outside the mold. you need to present the Right way to get taken seriously as a woman, and men NEVER have this problem and theyll NEVER understand it. men will never experience misogyny, no matter how many times you cope seethe dilate about it

but they try to coopt it, they take shit made by WOMEN for WOMEN who are experiencing things and go BUT WHAT ABOUT ME, A MAN WHO WEARS A DRESS? consider that women dont need to cater to your male feelings and male tears in everything they do. its not for you, go 41% tranny. its hard enough getting stared at by men for being an atypical woman, and now these degenerate coomers are adding in scores of people giving me the once over and people dont even believe it happens to me. i feel like i need to go do one of those "look at people turn their heads when the hot guy walks by" videos walking through school because no one fscking even believes it happens. they think im making this shit up i have to PROVE to them no one takes me at face value because im a stupid woman right? men dont stare at unattractive women like YOU. except they fscking do, because theyre trying to intimidate me into being femme again because butches are SCAWY

interacting with them you can ****ing see it too you can literally speak with a troon and feel the seethe radiating off of them that im just effortlessly a woman. they try to un-woman me because they know i can dress as a man and still be more of a woman than they will ever be and they see that. they still recognize that im a woman but theyll ask! theyll sure as hell ask if im a woman or not, because if they make me feel uncomfortable enough for being a woman ill either tif out or revert to femininity

i just dont get it i can dress as femme as i want and wear makeup and shit and still be treated like dirt ugh i dont want to go to sleep because that means i have to get up in the morning and get dressed and go to class and have people give me the once over despite already having seen me for half the semester, and then go to the park and get given the once over for the crime of existing in the park in something other than gorpwear, then go home and feel like shit but i cant even pass for a cute femme because im just not built like that and even if i try to be femme i still get the same treatment so theres no answer its just misogyny all the way down

its hard to not worry that this is how shit is just Going To Be, that ill never get taken seriously or be treated like a human being worthy of respect as long as i dont look like an onlyfans whore whcih i CAN NEVER FSCKING DO because of broad shoulders and square jaw and small chest and EVERYONE FSCKING DENIES I EVEN HAVE THOSE TRAITS. it feels like genuine actual not twitter gaslighting i observe something about myself and get treated like i have that trait then i express that i have that trait and everyone goes NOOOO YOU DONT in that way that they gas up trannies who walk into starbucks and they don't want to get assaulted. its so dehumanizing to get treated on the same level as a hon with programmer socks what did i even do to deserve this shit. cut my hair? wear pants and oversized tees? im not even that butch all things considered im mostly just being treated like dirt for the crime of not having huge tits

fsck it man theres no way to win aside from forcing them to respect you through doing shit that they cant possibly ignore. i just need to Get Worse. be the scariest, most insistent woman theyve ever interacted with. stop falling for the trap of female socialization, go over people's heads, be confident, stare back

always thinking about that person on here that said adhara was a terf character or some shit. well, i mean, she WASNT.......................

unironically if you see a butch lesbian and think terf you should go kys or something idk. you have no value to society

idk the worst part of the whole thing is that you cant even talk about it without getting dogpiled for idk. not liking troons. i mean yeah i DONT but i dont think that has anything to do with feeling alienated for not presenting as a typical woman? and everyones so enbybrained now that just being a masc woman isnt Oppressed Enough to talk about as a unique experience and femme women tend to think butches are exaggerating and just whining because theyre... femme so theyve never experienced it so therefore it must not be real

if you guys have something to say you can say it on this post yknow

and maybe try reading the whole post before you decide what the most offensive part is. or, you can just read the rest of this comment TRANNY TRANNY I HATE TRANNIES FSCK TRANNIES TRANNY TRANNY I HOPE THEY KILL THEMSELVES COPE SEETHE DILATE YWNBAW

oh yeah theyre alright with me being a woman as long as i am a heterosexual feminine woman otherwise its the same onceovers as everyone else and jokes at my expense

see i was just thinking about that but lolcow women fscking suck the tif thread is FULL of "she ruined herself by cutting her hair and getting piercings in a location other than the earlobe"

you should start mountainhead posting

hello school board member fahim have you heard mountainhead

see the problem with this le intersectional narrative is the overemphasis on singing kumbaya with the "other lgbtq" when gay men, lesbian women, bisexuals, etc all have distinct things they deal with that need to be set apart from everyone else. im not going to unify with people who dont get it, and im certainly not going to try to "unify" with males

whateve rim retarded for trying to argue with a 16 year old without a drivers license or a job i need to sleep i have to get stared at by males in the morning

can you look up mountainhead

nvm forget about mountainhead