You are NONE of them, and you didn't hurt anyone. Please, don't hurt yourself. Please feel better. I know you're going through serious times, but look at the bright side, at least going through this, you have help. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. <3 Your life was made for a reason, not to suffer, but to be strong. You were made for a reason, you ARE important. WAIT THIS MIGHT BE A LIL RELIGIOUS: God put you on this world, because he knew YOU had a purpose, for a specific reason other than suffering. He saw the light in your soul, and you were put here to set the example of how people are suffering today, and why everyone should have help.