I've had a bad day.
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Undertalelove44 
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08.03.2018
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Undertalelove44[OP]
08.03.2018 20:32
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Kay, so my sister tries to wake me up to go to school. As I'm getting up I accidently kick her, She starts screaming and crying like someone freaking stabbed her. My mom comes storming out of her room and screams at me. I'm sitting here crying trying to get ready for school. When I got on the bus I was happy because I got out of the house which I'm CONSTANTLY yelled at.
I get to school, do the usual, read my book, But then the girl I DISPISE talks to me, I try to ignore her but y'know kind a hard when she swings her hand in front of my book to get my attention ( finished the book today). The rest of the day goes on, pretty good, Until I get off the gym bus, Because I had an EPIC mood droop. My friends kept making stupid puns thinking I had a, As they put it Temmie-ache. So, I get home and get screamed at from my mom again. I was grounded for "Kicking my sister."
So I'm here crying on my bed felling like Utter Crap, But dose anyone give a Crap about how I feel? Nah, Nor will they ever care.
Then I realize,
Oh, I forgot my homework at school, and have none of the problems done.
After that me and my sister have to let the dogs out.
My dog Niki runs off and I let star out, an my sister gets mad and starts crying because she thought star was gonna run away to. WELL SHE DIDN'T SO SHE CRIED FOR SOME STUID REASON. I wanna scream, I wanna cry, I wanna freaking die. Someone end my useless life.
do I still get to see you this weekend please tell me I do. And are you ok it seems you had a horrible day and I wanna help you make it through your troubles. If I didn't move your life wouldn't be so bad. It's my fault for leaving you behind and not being there for you. I wish I was there nothing would belike this if i hadn't moved. The reason your like this is because of me. I would have never gotten depression and neither would you if we were both there for each other. But it's mostly my mom's fault for making me move here just because she didn't get along with my dad. I'm so sorry Abi it's my fault your like this and other reasons too. This weekend I'll make sure to make you feel good about yourself and I hope your eating. I love you so much <3 :) :3
While I'm typing this I'm eating pizza to try to stop crying. It wasn't you or your Mom's fault, It's mine, For letting my sadness get to me all the time, And as far as I know you can still come over. I did something to harm myself today also, I really shouldn't tell you this, I'm afraid you are going to cry but, ( Don't read further if you don't wanna know )
I took a mechanical pencil and scratched my hand with it ( A couple times ). It had hurt badly and left a mark, It's still there as I am typing this. I just feel like crap right now, I feel I have no friends, And I feel I want to die.
Tomorrow will be a better day it’s ok to have bad ones. Please don’t hurt yourself. I don’t know what to type to make you feel better but I hope I can come up with something. It’s ok to cry and scream. You have to let your emotions out sometimes. Like sometime when people are in bed they just want to cry and it’s ok. It’s fine to feel bad. Like today I just wanted to cry this morning. But you feel better after a while. I hope you will feel better ;(
dont worry my friends are keeping secrets from and it made me cry all day yesterday and i was crying so much that i almost puked at band practice after school.