hi so I decided..
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Nighteye[OP]
29.04.2022 15:55
Linku can vent/rant/complain in the comments if u want
rules:
-nothing about personal life, I don't think that's a good idea
-No vents/rants about someone you know will know it's about them
Nighteye[OP]
29.04.2022 15:56
LinkYou don't have too but I'll keep this post up :]
Anything said here stays here unless u make a post abt it
Nighteye[OP]
29.04.2022 16:07
LinkWill try to help, even if I don't like you or the fact you commented
I'll feel bad if i don't
Nighteye[OP]
29.04.2022 16:23
Linkbro deleted the chain when I said they were just feeding off of othere peoples vents uhm
Nighteye[OP]
29.04.2022 16:23
Linkif people vent here please do not try to like
Change your vent and add what someone else vents about :| That's scummy
Nighteye[OP]
29.04.2022 16:32
LinkNot many people following the first rule but I'll still /try/ to help, I'm just someone online and there's no possible way that I can help, please know that.
Nighteye[OP]
29.04.2022 16:39
Linkif you are being abused please call someone
I'm a kid, I can't help
both of the TWO RULES I set have been broken
I can't help with personal stuff when it comes to something as severe as that
I ruin everything for everyone, I can’t fit in with anyone, I am the one who starts everything I am the one that should die I am the one who ruins everything for everyone, and all because of stupid jealousy problems, I hate myself, I just felt left out, everyone always talk behind my back I try my best to be the best person to be an awesome friend but people always ****in ruin it they look at me like a bad horrible person, I’m better off with no one.
i havent drawn in like a month bc my executive function is horrid, i keep getting stomach issues but nobody'll take me 2 a doctor lol, and every single day this week i've woken up at like 5 am and been unable to go back to sleep for long
and i have a ton of personal shit thats. mmf
idk man
with my stomach issues its been like every other week for the last few months, originally id just be dry heaving but now ive actually started throwing up n its just like :|
but since i get better they wont take me rghghh
and i think my sleeping issues might be the meds im on so </3
this week has been really just generally crappy for me and i dont know why??? I mean nothing in particular happened
life sucks and i know its gonna get better eventually but still idk. i dont know anything
i keep switching from loving myself to hating myself
also homework has been messing me up because i have to take history quizzes everyday and the stress its making it hard to focus <///3
ADHD is nothing to worry about I think, unless it prohibits you from functioning? Try to get it diagnosed if you can :]
Also history used to be my favourite subject n shit until this year <//3 the teacher is a little weeiridd
About your self image issues, try to work on complementing yourself, even as a joke or if you don't believe it <:] it helped me a bunch after a while
I guess like lately social medias been coo coo and it like makes me genuinely afraid to say anything in fear of being canceled and such even if it’s something that’s like “wow I like this show “and it turns out to be controversial and everyone’s like “your nasty 🤬🤬🤬”
And it’s like urgh I feel like it’s overwhelming because I’ve seen my friend get like absolutely demolished by just one person and it urgh
Internets scary and I see it leaking into fa and I’m just like “yikes”
i’m so over everyone and everythging this one asshole ****ing came onto my vent and yelled at me for breakdown over loosing followers bc i was trying to kms and it’s not my ****ing fuslt i was unstable and woke up to loosing like 10 followers and people basically claiming that i was ****ign faking it ???
i’m so tired and i want to die so bad ive made 3 ****ing od attempts my grades are bad my moms ****ing drinking and literally hated me my best friends been ignnoring me fo f a fuvkign we4 and i’m justs do
i fear people dont,ike me n are jsut my friend bcs they feel bad for bme bcs people just leave so. easily
i dont know how to feel or waht to do bcs no one eeer tells me wahts wriogn with me n its ust. i dont know what to do or feel
and i feel everyoone will leave me and ill have nothing n im jsut not worht anything because of that and im slowly giving up tryig to even. try
becaue evry time i try its worng or bad or im stupid and im just ehggh
agh thnak u but it's. been
happening for about 4 year on and off. nsmall thinsg set it off n it stayas around for months and i just
can't d anything abt it. ntohign that makes me feel better works n it's not like i can reah out to some irl bcs when i tyto vent irl i just. cry n i can't say anyhting
n i also dont want to burden people so i refuse to rlly. tlak rivately bat stuff
id love to talk to u i m just !!!! bad with hodling converstion. most the time
bcs i either otherthink about waht to say to like. the simpliest stuff like "how are you" or i'm to panoid to reply bcs im scared to say smth to someone
n i dont even know waht i'd say to do that u know ? </3
pssst I think its v sweet that you're doing this but pls take time for urself sal
esp if people are breaking rules