im like 100% sure im gonna fail but anyway this is hell and im thinking of like what I can do to get out of this like puke in the bathroom or smth or pass out idfk but this sucks and im not prepared also my whole house smelled like weed so thats nice and im dehydrated asf and I have no way to get any water

I just finished the sol and im like positive I failed

im not talking to him mm nah I sat alone at the silent lunch table and didnt eat cuz like-- no. Mr.Christmas came over and talked to me a bit and commented on the food thing but yuh :") sad I might go to Ciaras game cuz she asked me to go- you prolly did we all did

dfj cuz I didnt wanna sit near the ppl at the assigned table so I asked to sit at silent lunch and I didnt eat cuz I didnt feel like it- but im hungry :sob: coolio Im pretty sure I failed my science one but I still havent asked

yeh ew you should go suck a dick

you called me a slut last night :( still hurts

idk yeh im actually abt to cry tho cuz like I begged mom to take me to the store to buy stuff for myself to eat cuz I havent eaten and she just straight up ****ing ignored me and ik she heard me- also refused abt Ciaras game even tho I passed my sol (got the score) and never get invited to like anything :/ and if I do I dont ever get to go cuz she never lets me but yeh just at the high school now abt to cry cuz im hungry and shes refusing to even look at me

then I asked to get myself sheetz and explained that I havent had anything and yesterday I also didnt have anything besides some chips at like 2 and this ***** rlly was like "I wanna go home and play with the puppy so I can actually sleep tonight" like bruh I wanna ****ing sleep too but you took my meds so its kinda hard--- like that time I was drinking water cuz I didnt eat or drink anything the whole day (it was like 7-8 pm) and she goes "Omg stop im hungry and dehydrated too. Doesnt mean youre special" like I was literally just standing there drinking water--

and its been like 3 months since shes tried to do the whole "one day a month" thing where she spends time with me and gets me food once a month- she stopped doing that even tho she told us at the beginning that wed get that one day no matter what (just to show she cared ig) but she stopped and told me that shes busy and I dont listen so I dont deserve it anyway so now its literally just us fighting whenever we see each other- I hate her. Shes the cruelest person Ive ever met tbh

bro she just walked over and gave me a Hershey kiss- I actually started crying like lowkey this is the nicest thing shes done in so long :") it was so random and she just like offered it to me and I said no and so she put it on my chromebook and now im crying cuz she never gives a **** when im upset but she gave me chocolate-

I gave it back to her cuz yeah but im overthinking sm shit like bruh

imma either try to buy her dinner or make it for her since she gave me the thingy--,,

fr same tho mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm that one piece made me cry tho- like you dont understand this hoe never even acknowledges me or gives me anything especially candy so its like :"))) I owe her yk? I ended up making homemade tacos for her

Uhuhuhuh hey hi hello Don't die Be sleep deprived for me 😌😌😌

Bruh or go to sleep 😒😒😒 It's like 10 minutes till 4