Its been so difficult
by:
Official-Masky-Acc 
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41
03.12.2022
8 comments
Official-Masky-Acc[OP]
03.12.2022 02:23
LinkMy anxiety and sleep problems have increased, causing my goddamn eating issues to come back
it doesnt make sense anymore
i keep hearing whispers. ifpt feels like my whole school is talking about me behind my back and idk who to trust anymore.
my friend Eden came to school, SH out and all, it triggered my relapse and honestly im scared of myself
What do i do
Official-Masky-Acc[OP]
03.12.2022 02:26
LinkThis girl qho sits next to me in 3rd period is an asshole. she is my stuco rep and likes to bully me. she cheats off my assignments and accuses me of cheating off her. she calls me names. snaps at me. makes demeaning jokes. I want to cry, scream, or strangle her.
Official-Masky-Acc[OP]
03.12.2022 02:28
Linki wanna go home but im still not sure where that is.
i want my old self and life.
i dont want to see my dad.
i dont want to be here.
Official-Masky-Acc[OP]
03.12.2022 02:34
Linknothing seems real anymore, tbh.
i stand up and everything spins and i seems to feel like nothung matters. like i could do anything but nothing. like its all fake. like if i fall or run into something, i wont get hurt. because notging is real.
yet reality hits me hard in the face. why cant i truly cry?? i just want to cry without having to force the tears out.
Official-Masky-Acc[OP]
03.12.2022 02:38
Linki just want it all to stop.
i want to have fun.
i just want to be myself again fr.
Sometimes, you need to go to a place where you feel at ease, and just close your eyes, and think. I have felt like this before, so you are not alone. There are many people here who will help you when you need it.