I've been going through a pretty bad depression that i'm hiding from everyone. I'm only still here because I know that people need me and care about me. I kind of have lost motivation to do anything, my grades are going down. My parents are fighting about paying rent, and I'm terrified that we're going to be homeless. Every day I'm reminded that i'm a terrible person and I'm a lazy ass that never listens. I have pretty bad anxiety and I worry about the way I look a lot because my mom thinks that people only care about looks. I mean I know that my friends care, but I just can't think about the positive and the negative takes over my head. So, yeah to put it short I don't have motivation and I'm just gonna take a break.